hi all,
i m late for an intro , i did everything from left to right .xD i started my random posts before the intro ..coz i had walked in here after i failed on talking sense to random commentors in rage fights on youtube calling the prohpet pedophile, and mostly fightin the pakistanis coz im an indian so we're kinda mad at them anyway.
i have been secular for most part of my life..infact my beliefs have been self carved with less influence from what people say or what books say , i ve only been told from the common beliefs what hindus carry is that god is within us.. and when i used to visit temples and other such celebrations with family my father used to say that tho you bow down to the statue god is still within you and everything that you see. ( this is the most common belief around here). so i took that belief to the face value.
everysince i acknowledged that yes there is a superpower and its within me and everyone else and everything else.
Im relatively dumb to what many people know and how intensly they study . to me that imaginary friend within has done super duper awesome unbelieveable things that take me with awe and..when i say unblievable..i reallly mean it..
I feel that vibe all the time..it doesn leave me nor do i leave it. i hear the sound of silence and i see an aura of light around people , tree's .objects and it keeps me in trance and ive been like this since i was 13 .now i m 30.
this trance doesnt hinder my life, i ve been lucky in all aspects except a few and i enjoy the constant gratitude towards whoever or whatever takes care of me.
so in a way despite ...i dont visit temples nor do i bow towards statues...i just know..that there is some trick that our own conciousness..which controls this body and mind has capabilities beyond what the brain knows and at times when u feel at ease it guides you like no one else can.. to me thats enough to get by and be satisfied with..
i dont care about afterlife coz just like this life came and we try and do our best i shall do my best in after life...If allah burns me ...ill bribe him..or suck up and say sorry ..please stop this nonsense. if he wont listen i ll prolly get used to the temprature ..or ill pretend that im not being effected...just to piss him off. LOL anyway..
i enjoy chants of anykind, trance music..and i dont read much books but i like info vids n all.
and i read hassan's intro so far , salute hassan ..that proves that humanity will eventually win over this cancer to humanity. also the part about co incidently meetin the monk..i belive that too..in certain matters one should just leave it to the 6th sense to decide and it does what it does
. if this world is created...the creator only wants acknowldgement of the beauty with which he did what he did. so gratitude helps..as long is it comes naturally and isnt forced like a method.
i m gonna have to drop the habbit of preaching ..im working hard on it ..lol
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