There's a particular group whose aim to promote the ineterest of islam within muslims. I used to be a part of them, I can really feel that i am a part of this group, I used to love them, treat them as my own family and friend but only to find out they actually didn't really like me in the first place. Funny though, they did tell me that they don't like me but I choose to ignore it. It's no wonder that they didn't reply to me whenever i talked, hell, even the female religious teacher didn't like me (BITCH! HOW CAN YOU EVEN HATE YOUR OWN STUDENT!!!!!!!
) . Feeling like shit now, i left wondering why they didn't like me? but i've already apostasize now so, that really didn't matter to me anymore. I did suffer from false memory, and it's the reason why i left ffi.org angry. Among these false memory, i remembered that i was hypnotise, i asked my sister whether she did remember seeing a hypnosis clock and she said she did. So, i came to a conclusion that this part of my false memory is in fact, true and the puzzles seems fit to me and does actually makes sense. They are behind it all along. ASSHOLES...., did they know that even if they suggest something, implant in my memory, they are indeed playing god?? and i thought they were not suppose to do that?? what the FUCK?