I should say that I am nowhere near a perfect devout Muslim. I have made mistakes all my life. I have taken interest money. I have even dated and had sex with girls before. But I was prayed. And fasted. And struggled with my nafs. I also eat only halal. Even cheese is very iffy today for me.
I never had the desire to eat McDonald's burgers or for illicit relations. This is not the reason for my doubts. I am certain about that. My doubts are about the revelation and the religion itself.
First off, a hearty welcome to our little corner of the world

Solroger, there is no such thing as a perfect muslim, or person for that matter.
I left Islam not as a rebellious act, but for the simple reasons that surahs and ahadiths
were contradicting and having been a fundamental christian prior to that, the "stories"
were not accurate in the quran as compared to the bible.
And should you choose to leave Islam, it doesn't mean you have to go bang every
woman, eat a wendy's hamburger (although I highly recommend them lol), or
do anything your conscience doesn't agree with. You can STILL have a conscience
as an apostate. STILL care and have compassion. The great thing is you no longer
have anything dictating your actions, and when you care and show compassion, you
KNOW its from within YOU, and not because some book told you you had to be.
That in and of itself is VERY liberating, without any chance of you becoming jaded
about it.
