sweetie... i know its expensive as hell, but a deep inner ear infection
is nothing to fuck with.
you can get stuff at a pharmacy, its like oil, you heat it just to lukewarm,
pour a bit in your ear, wait a few minutes then turn your head to let it
drain out. Also in the baby section, they have this little suction bulb thing
used to clean out a baby's nose. its gentle, and after you do the oil thing,
GENTLY use that bulb thing to pull out any excess oil or debris in your
ear. PLEASE SEE A DOCTOR! Also, dont they have like a charity hospital
there? They have programs that could get you in to see a doctor without
the high cost.