Stay strong Ferris, just a little under 3 weeks to go.

Haha thank you!

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And how about a little intro?

Ok, if I explained the whole story about myself and how I ended up here it would take an incredibly long time so I'll try to keep it brief and basic :p
I'm 19 from an Iraqi family, my parents grew up in an extremely conservative Shia village and moved to the UK in the 80s. Due to their stringent religious upbringing they drilled Quran and prayers into my siblings and I from childhood, often using violence to instil fear into us so we wouldn't break any rules. I was a pretty devout muslim until just before I turned 18 (I'm almost 20 now). I've always had a rocky relationship with my parents, especially my mother-she's the strictest most religious person I've ever known. She's the type who will stand outside the bathroom when I go, and listen at the door in order to try hear if I do wudhu or not. I realised that all of the prayers, and fasting I did was to satisfy my parents rather than to satisfy myself or "god".
Argh this is still long so I'll cut to the chase!
Now I'm fully agnostic but I pretend to be muslim when I'm at home- if my parents found out I'd probably be banished for life/locked up forever/killed :p
So yeah, that's me in a nutshell! Nice to meet you!