You can always reach out to them and explain yourself, if they tried for month they probably care for you. Its good to be a loner and enjoy your own company but its also important to have people to lean on, and from what ive heard its not always easy to get new friends, especially after school, so give it a try now.
I don't know Lara, it's been well over a year now, I don't have the courage to even facebook em let alone give em a text or somet.

I guess I really can be such a sheepish coward. It's stupid of me to find solace from here though, I must stop leaning on virtual friends eg Cembers when i'm need of a friend. Although I could always just give my bff a ring but I just hate to dump my lows on others, sometimes I even hate to do it on here, but it's just not as bad as it is IRL.
