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  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #3480 - January 13, 2012, 05:14 PM

    My mom, who's birthday is coming up next month.

    Life is what happens to you while you're staring at your smartphone.

    Eternal Sunshine of the Religionless Mind
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #3481 - January 13, 2012, 05:18 PM

     far away hug

    methinks you are stronger than you think, berbs.  But yeah, moreso now
    than years ago, wonder how old i will be when my number is up.  I keep
    having visuals of myself at 120, with tubes stuck in me from head to toe,
    in a wheelchair, in an old folks home... still.... pinching the cute medics'
    butts when they walk by.  and then... them giving me tranquilizers cuz i
    am a baaaaaad old lady LMAO.  


    When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us.
    Helen Keller
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #3482 - January 13, 2012, 05:25 PM

    how my filling fell out yesterday and it was such a great day with good revision and some video games

    "I measured the skies, now the shadows I measure,
    Sky-bound was the mind, earth-bound the body rests."
    [Kepler's epitaph]
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #3483 - January 14, 2012, 04:17 AM

    Jumping off the insanity ship with both feet plunging.

    how fuck works without shit??


    Let's Play Chess!

    harakaat, friend, RIP
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #3484 - January 16, 2012, 01:27 AM

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  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #3485 - January 16, 2012, 09:23 AM

    Jealousy.

    Too fucking busy, and vice versa.
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #3486 - January 16, 2012, 09:25 AM

    far away hug

    methinks you are stronger than you think, berbs.  But yeah, moreso now
    than years ago, wonder how old i will be when my number is up.  I keep
    having visuals of myself at 120, with tubes stuck in me from head to toe,
    in a wheelchair, in an old folks home... still.... pinching the cute medics'
    butts when they walk by.  and then... them giving me tranquilizers cuz i
    am a baaaaaad old lady LMAO.  




     Cheesy Cheesy Cheesy  I wanna be in the same old people's home as you when we get there JnT.  It would be a riot. 

    Thanks for the positive words.  hugs


    Inhale the good shit, exhale the bullshit.
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #3487 - January 16, 2012, 09:25 AM

    Berbs hugs hugs hugs Any time you wana talk, I'm always just a phone call/text away.


    hugs thanks chicadee.

    Inhale the good shit, exhale the bullshit.
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #3488 - January 16, 2012, 11:14 AM

    Jews and capitalism... Tongue
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #3489 - January 16, 2012, 11:25 AM

    You forgot Ali Sina.

    He's no friend to the friendless
    And he's the mother of grief
    There's only sorrow for tomorrow
    Surely life is too brief
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #3490 - January 16, 2012, 11:25 AM

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  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #3491 - January 16, 2012, 12:16 PM

    Waking up crying and knowing why.

    Crying in the middle of the day and knowing why.

    Crying and knowing there is really not a  solution for a moms broken heart. A mom shoud never stop crying over a bad relationship with her children.  Not seeing eye to eye is not a reason for a rift to be open that stops her from hearing they are doing okay.

    If at first you succeed...try something harder.

    Failing isn't falling down. Failing is not getting back up again.
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #3492 - January 16, 2012, 12:25 PM

     Cry

    I wish things had worked out better to you, with all your hopes not so long ago.  Can only imagine how much recent events have really brought you down.  I don't pray but I had hoped in my heart for you.  hugs

    Never give up hope is all they can say, and I guess thats all we can hold on to in the end.

    Inhale the good shit, exhale the bullshit.
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #3493 - January 16, 2012, 01:13 PM

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  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #3494 - January 16, 2012, 01:42 PM

    .

     Hmmm., what is that?? A DOT??  secret code???    Is that "Hate"..

    I too hate Zaiba posting EMPTY hate posts..

    how are you doing girl??

    with best wishes & happy new year..
    yeezevee

    Do not let silence become your legacy.. Question everything   
    I renounced my faith to become a kafir, 
    the beloved betrayed me and turned in to  a Muslim
     
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #3495 - January 16, 2012, 03:30 PM

    Cry

    I wish things had worked out better to you, with all your hopes not so long ago.  Can only imagine how much recent events have really brought you down.  I don't pray but I had hoped in my heart for you.  hugs

    Never give up hope is all they can say, and I guess thats all we can hold on to in the end.


    Yes, that is so. Never give up is the only thing to hold on to and hope that tings change. I do pray and believe that Jehovah wants my broken heart healed but the actions of my son are directed by his own free will. So there we go we stand on different roads it is my son that didn't understand he did not have to be on my road for me to give him the love a mother should. I'll speak the desire of my heart that some day he would believe there is a God who cares about him. I would however not worry so much about him if he care enough about himself to stand up and get life right. Right enough that he never goes to prison again, would be okay with me.

    The prison system has cleared me for partial return to work. I'm at the prison where he was. The cell he was in had no window to the outside. OMG. That is the main way we are the same, we both love the out doors and wild things. I would have written every day and sent pictures of wildthings if I had knewn.  I would have cried every day if I had knewn that he couldn't even see outside. I would have done what I could for him if he wanted to come home or not.


    If at first you succeed...try something harder.

    Failing isn't falling down. Failing is not getting back up again.
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #3496 - January 16, 2012, 09:58 PM

    .
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #3497 - January 16, 2012, 10:05 PM

    When your day is going fine, busying yourself with the world, and then you make the biggest mistake ever - giving yourself a little "me" time and ending up in tears in thought of .. Cry

    what happened Zaiba?  .. what did you do? common smile.,   what are we stones?? we all do silly mistakes...

    Do not let silence become your legacy.. Question everything   
    I renounced my faith to become a kafir, 
    the beloved betrayed me and turned in to  a Muslim
     
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #3498 - January 19, 2012, 09:16 PM

    When you write a HUUUUUUUUUUUGEEEEEE reply to some Muslim's FB post about a student defeating an atheistic "philosophy professor" and it gets deleted in two minutes!

    FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU-

    قل للمليحة في الخمار الأسود
    مـاذا فـعــلت بــناسـك مـتـعـبد

    قـد كـان شـمّر لــلـصلاة ثـيابه
    حتى خـطرت له بباب المسجد

    ردي عليـه صـلاتـه وصيـامــه
    لا تـقــتـلــيه بـحـق ديــن محمد
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #3499 - January 20, 2012, 06:19 PM

    .
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #3500 - January 20, 2012, 06:31 PM

    whatever
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #3501 - January 20, 2012, 07:02 PM

    My exam attempt today. What I did with something so terribly easy was just despicable and honestly, I still don't understand the point of A-Levels.

    "I measured the skies, now the shadows I measure,
    Sky-bound was the mind, earth-bound the body rests."
    [Kepler's epitaph]
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #3502 - January 20, 2012, 07:22 PM

    Yes, that is so. Never give up is the only thing to hold on to and hope that tings change. I do pray and believe that Jehovah wants my broken heart healed but the actions of my son are directed by his own free will. So there we go we stand on different roads it is my son that didn't understand he did not have to be on my road for me to give him the love a mother should. I'll speak the desire of my heart that some day he would believe there is a God who cares about him. I would however not worry so much about him if he care enough about himself to stand up and get life right. Right enough that he never goes to prison again, would be okay with me.

    The prison system has cleared me for partial return to work. I'm at the prison where he was. The cell he was in had no window to the outside. OMG. That is the main way we are the same, we both love the out doors and wild things. I would have written every day and sent pictures of wildthings if I had knewn.  I would have cried every day if I had knewn that he couldn't even see outside. I would have done what I could for him if he wanted to come home or not.




    Don't beat yourself up that he experienced those things hun.  Don't sit there feeling like if only you could have done more, you did what you could but he has been a man for so long now that these things aren't on you anymore.

    I know no one wants to imagine their child suffering, but he made his choices, and then when he came out he made another choice that made you feel hurt slightly.  Keeping hoping, of course, never stop doing that.  But try try try to focus on you now.  Get you healthy, get back to working.  But focus and think about you.  Your son has made another choice, leave him to it and stop beating yourself up.  hugs


    Inhale the good shit, exhale the bullshit.
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #3503 - January 20, 2012, 07:26 PM

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  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #3504 - January 20, 2012, 07:36 PM

    .
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #3505 - January 20, 2012, 07:38 PM

    This feeling.  Cry

    Life is what happens to you while you're staring at your smartphone.

    Eternal Sunshine of the Religionless Mind
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #3506 - January 20, 2012, 09:05 PM

  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #3507 - January 23, 2012, 04:08 PM

    Don't beat yourself up that he experienced those things hun.  Don't sit there feeling like if only you could have done more, you did what you could but he has been a man for so long now that these things aren't on you anymore.

    I know no one wants to imagine their child suffering, but he made his choices, and then when he came out he made another choice that made you feel hurt slightly.  Keeping hoping, of course, never stop doing that.  But try try try to focus on you now.  Get you healthy, get back to working.  But focus and think about you.  Your son has made another choice, leave him to it and stop beating yourself up.  hugs




    Thanks, I know. There really is nohing I can do but live my llfe. I however am a chonic caretaker. It wears me sometimes. Well, okay most of the time.

    I didn't imagen he suffered in that cell. His suffering was real. When I see him again I need to thank him for being a man and protecting me from that knowledge. I only found out by accident of assignment.

    The other evening at work a young man  who was in a cell just like my son had been in attempted suicide, I was with the transport team that took him to the fence for an ambulance to the hospital. For 10 minutes that young man was my world. His reason for wanting to die at 19, he'd been one year on that POD and he had 4 to go, He didn't think he could stand it.

    I hate windowless cells it is as barbaric as wanting to believe in a burning hell.

    If at first you succeed...try something harder.

    Failing isn't falling down. Failing is not getting back up again.
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #3508 - January 23, 2012, 04:15 PM

    I hate [er, doesn't everybody?] being misunderstood.

    "And you, you are a fantasy, a view from where you'd like to think the world should see, just be true, and you will likely find a few building a vision, doing justice to our times."
    Roy Harper, addressing the doorstep evangelists, dawa-doers and other self-appointed representitives.
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #3509 - January 23, 2012, 04:17 PM

    Zakir Naik and the rest of the muslim preachers

    "I measured the skies, now the shadows I measure,
    Sky-bound was the mind, earth-bound the body rests."
    [Kepler's epitaph]
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