it when people don't fucking get why I remember my past (PTSD) or why it still hurts sometimes. People who tell you to get over it. People who have no idea what the fuck ever.
I'm an ex-muslim, Islam was part of my identity for most of my life not to mention that I spent most of my life surrounded by muslims, why can't people understand that it still hurts that so much of my life was wasted and destroyed due to the fucking deen?
You'd think my best friend would get it, he has problems he talks about over and over and over again and seriously I don't mind listening to him, but dare I talk about my past, my life, my feelings/thoughts to do with my past and he tells me off, tells me it worries him when I talk about my childhood or my X or my pissed-off-ness regarding the shit, tells me that it's in the past now and that it shouldn't effect me any more. No, I'm supposed to shut up 'cause it's too fucking hard for anyone else to understand. Fuck. And you know what, I don't fucking go on about it with him, I spend most of my time listening to him, so why the fuck can't anyone else do the same.
I have ptsd too. And I KNOW (bolded above) exactly how that is!
yes, wouldnt it be nice to rid ourselves of horrific memories! if
only it was that easy. But yeah, people like that I know very well,
and you just wanna kick the shit outa them for having no fucking
clue!
