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Reply #4800 - June 15, 2012, 06:01 AM

I love going back and reading previous posts.
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Reply #4801 - June 15, 2012, 06:55 AM

^^ Sometimes I do but mostly I cringe deep deep inside.

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Reply #4802 - June 15, 2012, 07:13 AM

I was doing that yesterday, cringe-worthy indeed Although, my posts were much more relaxed and friendlier. Can't seem to do that any more.

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Reply #4803 - June 15, 2012, 07:26 AM

So I'm not the only one who hates reading my previous posts
In the early days of joining the forum I used to lie awake at night, my mind racing, fretting about what I had written; part of that was because I had never been on an internet forum before and knew nothing about forum etiquette, rules etc and part was because I thought my posts probably made people cringe. I never used to go back and check if there were any replies or responses because I was just too embarrassed.
I'm past all that now because I think everybody here just accepts each other for who they are.
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Reply #4804 - June 15, 2012, 07:30 AM

I find a lot of my old posts hilarious. Like when I write them I'm often just chirping away and throwing out whatever pops into my head. If I go back and read them six months or whatever later, I'm like "What a fucking nutter!".

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Reply #4805 - June 15, 2012, 07:40 AM

I hate wanting to cry. It's pathetic.

I hate having so much bottled up, and not being able to talk about it.
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Reply #4806 - June 15, 2012, 07:46 AM

Crying is good for you da_dude, maybe sometimes you shouldn't fight it even if you feel like you cry too often, it's because you still need to.

crying releases so much negativity, especially if you aren't talking or ready to talk about certain things in your life. The work it takes bottling up stuff means you are going to need to cry just to release that pressure valve a little.

Don't think of it as pathetic.

We pee, we shit, and we cry, and they are all about releasing negative stuff our body doesn't want or need.

http://www.independent.co.uk/life-style/health-and-families/features/how-crying-can-make-you-healthier-1009169.html

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It makes nine out of 10 people feel better, reduces stress, and may help to keep the body healthy. It's also free, available to almost everyone, and has no known side effects, other than wet tissues, red eyes and runny makeup. Crying may not be a blockbuster drug, but the latest research suggests it's highly effective at healing, and that it improves the mood of 88.8 per cent of weepers, with only 8.4 per cent feeling worse. So beneficial is it that the researchers suggest there may be a case for inducing crying in those who find it difficult to let go.

so cry and see it as a good thing when you do.

Inhale the good shit, exhale the bullshit.
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Reply #4807 - June 15, 2012, 08:18 AM

Yeah, thanks

Might do that, think I'm going to take the night off, write it all down in my diary, have a cry and watch some tv, maybe type a heap of shit into wordpad and delete it, and hopefully I'll come right again. Just feel so frustrated 'cause thought I was doing ok with it all until yesterday and have more shit to deal with, life won't fucking leave me alone, thought I was fine again last night as I'd pushed through the shit and the day, but apparently not, it's all come and hit me in the face again, trigger, trigger, trigger.

Thing is, instead of crying, I tend to get really, really fucking angry at myself, hate myself for being upset, for being triggered, for letting myself get upset etc... This is the point at which my brain reaches back for old coping mechanisms and I have to go, "NO, FUCK that shit! You are stronger than that!" I had to do it yesterday when I was really struggling, and got through, so have to do it again tonight. Pity I can't take a lovely hot bubble bath, but got to pull through anyway with all the other healthy coping tools I have in my box.
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Reply #4808 - June 15, 2012, 08:22 AM

That sounds like a plan, just get off from here and go do something for you, your diary etc....real shame it can't be a hot bubble bath but yea, that usually helps me too.

Good luck getting through the triggers that are affecting you tonight and I hope you wake up with more of the strength you need to keep going forward.

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Reply #4809 - June 15, 2012, 08:27 AM

Thanks

You are awesome Berbs
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Reply #4810 - June 15, 2012, 12:29 PM

Quote from: Susie Cues on June 14, 2012, 02:29 PM
@thread: I hate reading my own posts.

Lol, i like reading your posts-whatever comes from your mind-

As for me, i always wonder if people understand what i post in this forum or get my jokes

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Reply #4811 - June 17, 2012, 11:28 PM

I hate when people ask for my opinion and then get defensive or upset when I offer up some honesty. If you're not ready to face the truth, stay the hell away from me when equipped with questions that could have ugly answers.

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Reply #4812 - June 18, 2012, 04:59 AM

Quote from: Susie Cues on June 17, 2012, 11:28 PM
I hate even people ask for my opinion and then get defensive or upset when I offer up some honesty. If you're not ready to face the truth, stay the hell away from me when equipped with questions that could have ugly answers.

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Reply #4813 - June 18, 2012, 07:25 AM

No, your fat makes you look fat.

Life is what happens to you while you're staring at your smartphone.

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Reply #4814 - June 18, 2012, 08:43 AM

I hate it how in my experience lawyers always take so fucking long to get back to a person and that's on almost any issue/matter.

Waiting... waiting... waiting...

I hate having to be such an annoying nag in having to follow things up with lawyers repeatedly until they finally do something. I hate being the annoying squeaky wheel, but as is said, the squeakiest wheel gets fixed, and in dealing with lawyers have found that if you are squeaky, they'll do what they are supposed to do, and if you're not squeaky, your matter/issue/problem will get put at the bottom of the pile.

Will wait 'till tomorrow and then if still haven't heard back, going to do some more squeaking.
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Reply #4815 - June 19, 2012, 12:35 PM

I hate nights like tonight when I am scared. Every noise outside sends me panicking, I mentally go tjrough the plan of what I‘d do if someone more specifically the X or his buddies were to break into our place, what to do if we have the chance. I‘m not scared of some random stranger or robber breaking in, just o my X or someone to do with him. I hate feeling this way, I hate being scared.

Slow down the breathing.
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Reply #4816 - June 19, 2012, 02:07 PM

Trying to get a job, going through the online test as if it feels like a breeze and getting a rejection letter. If the criteria they set is so strict then why the hell do they have people working there who don't know as much about the products?

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Sky-bound was the mind, earth-bound the body rests."
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Reply #4817 - June 19, 2012, 04:19 PM

i hate how my group of friends keeps shrinking by the day
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Reply #4818 - June 19, 2012, 04:30 PM

i hate how ifrits friends keep shrinking!... grow ! grow !

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Reply #4819 - June 19, 2012, 04:31 PM

Quote from: Ifrit on June 19, 2012, 04:19 PM
i hate how my group of friends keeps shrinking by the day

They're not shrinking, you're getting more buff. The Hulk envies you.
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Reply #4820 - June 19, 2012, 06:31 PM

Quote from: Da_Dude on June 19, 2012, 12:35 PM
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Hang in there.

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Reply #4821 - June 20, 2012, 10:26 AM

>.<
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Reply #4822 - June 20, 2012, 12:01 PM

People killing each other all in the name of religion,ethnicity and culture.

People feeling superior over another people because they are proud of their heritage or cultural bullshit or whatever to the extent of showing prejudice. FUCK EM

Aint nothing to be proud about that, you are just a human being who eat,drink,breathe,piss,shit,fart and have feelings.

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Reply #4823 - June 20, 2012, 12:20 PM

I hate do-good leftist and liberals who are even Atheists who defends Islam.

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Reply #4824 - June 20, 2012, 01:50 PM

When I get the shakes. Makes it so hard to do things.
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Reply #4825 - June 21, 2012, 01:33 AM

Quote from: mchawking on June 19, 2012, 02:07 PM
Trying to get a job, going through the online test as if it feels like a breeze and getting a rejection letter. If the criteria they set is so strict then why the hell do they have people working there who don't know as much about the products?

^ This summer I wanted this extra part time job.well all my jobs are part time or contract, but anyhow I really wanted this one because it would be fun. Anyhow I didn't get it they told me I was over qualified. Yet well I know that when I applied. Dah! It is a real bummer to not get a job you know you can do and that you want.

There right job is out there for you McHawking. I hope you get it before your bills pile up to much.

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Reply #4826 - June 21, 2012, 12:43 PM

I have no bills at all! I could do a retail course but I can't get public funding and my dad won't pay for it! All I want is some money that I can use to buy things that keep my time occupied. I might as well just concentrate on university (if my dad is kind enough to pay for it).

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Sky-bound was the mind, earth-bound the body rests."
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Reply #4827 - June 21, 2012, 06:43 PM

"Small" talk and verbal superfluousness. Don't people ever get tired of hearing themselves talk?

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Reply #4828 - June 23, 2012, 02:26 AM

I hate coming across misogynistic religious blogs that make me feel sick to my stomach...
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Reply #4829 - June 23, 2012, 02:42 AM

^ +1

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