
holy crap what was it with your dad, everything you poor kids did = beating

My dad was like a military general when he became a muslim, his OCDs were insane and if things weren't perfect he would go hulk.
Really, when I look back on the past it is so hard for me to remember him being good. Even my memories of him from before Islam are fading.
I hate that I can't find many memories in which I was happy with him.
Also, I have said it before but I hate people asking to borrow money, especially certain people.
One friend of mine who always lets me down when it comes to paying me back..........like last time when she owed me 160 and I had no choice but to just give it up as a debt never to be recovered, well she had the cheek to ask me this morning if she could borrow some money.
I thought no fucking way, and said no, sorry, I'm broke. Really wanted to say no sorry, anybody but you. Love you baby but you suck when it comes to money, but then she would have got tearful and I hate that.
Seriously, the nerve of it.