I've been saving up already and planning to work some time later in order to travel certain parts of Europe. I've only been to India on my own. And as a Hindi and several other dialects speaking Indian, its very easy for me to get around India. So no biggie, that one.
I want to go somewhere nice. Somewhere very foreign. And all alone. Its part of my own efforts to mature myself up. I'm 20 years old and I feel I need to be much more than that. I'm from East Asia and been living here all my life and in this part of the world, people tend to be family-oriented and dependent alot.
All of my cousins are 20-30 years old and they have never travelled without their families.(perhaps they have and never told me and my mom about it
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You know how in the Indian community, the whole extended relatives are generally rather close. They gossip alot and are highly judgemental. Me being the youngest in my generation and my family being problematic, I was always looked down upon and treated as though I was incapable of anything.
I never cared for my relatives and this is just all about me but I cant help how I feel about myself has been affected by others as well.
So I want to be as much a man, I can be. This is mostly a challenge that I wish to undertake to evaluate and strengthen myself on my own accord.