.................. my mom. .............
"Pff... starfighallah! "  
Huh! what??     "Pff... starfighallah! "  what does  that mean?
that "starfighallah!"  sounds like startfightallah  .. or 
start fighting allah.. ..
Anyways I think Your "Mom"is a wonderful person .. She just wants the best for her kid  
"the best she understands"  . Anyway did you know your favorite author Jean-Paul Sartre was in HailHitler Concentration camp? .. I think that is only the guy who refused to take Noble Prize... apart from that Vietnamese guy (for different reason) .. 
So what else do you read Fatima.? I mean what kind of books apart from these heavily loaded  Jean-Paul Sartre type of books..
ast week I got accused to be 12 years old and today I'm called an infidel ... XD
No.. I didn't accuse you being an infidel fatima ., I said there is potential chance that people like you become infidels