Hi everyone! I have been lurking here for a long time and now I'm joining my hell mates

I'm 40 years old male originally from Ethiopa (habesha) from where Muslims exploited their slave girls.
I grew up in a traditional muslim (sufi) family and never experienced any major inconveniences of Islam some of you guys here talk about, this is may be due to the fact that Ethiopa is dominated by the Orthodox Christians.
I went to Europe when I was 19, still a good muslim, and one day I was given a koran (alhamdulila

) written in one of Europe's language, I tried to read our glorious book and I couldn't believe what was in it, but I thought it was a wrong translation of kaffirs and stopped reading further. Years later, however, I managed to get another copy of Koran -this time in English- and found out it's my beloved Koran which is full of nonsense not the Kaffirs.
The sura about slave girls was a main turn off for me.
I'm now a proud atheist. Mashalla!!