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Mother
OP - June 17, 2011, 05:45 PM

A mother

Blessed is your face
Blessed is your name
My beloved
Blessed is your smile
Which makes my soul want to fly
My beloved
All the nights
And all the times
That you cared for me
But i never realised it
And now it’s too late
Forgive me

Now i’m alone filled with so much shame
For all the years i caused you pain
If only i could sleep in your arms again
Mother i’m lost without you

You were the sun that brightened my day
Now who’s going to wipe my tears away
If only i knew what i know today
Mother i’m lost without you

Mother... mother... o my mother
How i long to see you mother
In my heart, in my dreams
You are always with me mother

You went and left me
O light of my eyes
O comfort of my nights
You went and left me
Who, other than you, will embrace me?
Who, other than you, will cover me?
Who, other than you, will guard over me?
Your pardon mother, forgive me

EDIT:

how do you feel about your relationship with your mother since you left islam? Do you feel you've distanced yourself from her? Do you think she'll reject you for rejecting islam? Do wish you could go back and turn the clock just to be with your mother?
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Re: Mother
Reply #1 - June 17, 2011, 05:46 PM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vgSn0SbQJQI

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Re: Mother
Reply #2 - June 17, 2011, 05:55 PM

Denn Glanzig

He's no friend to the friendless
And he's the mother of grief
There's only sorrow for tomorrow
Surely life is too brief
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Re: Mother
Reply #3 - June 17, 2011, 05:57 PM

Quote from: Naerys on June 17, 2011, 05:55 PM
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Re: Mother
Reply #4 - June 17, 2011, 06:09 PM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VsNbhwSXDB8

Before it gets too late, you will find escape.
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Re: Mother
Reply #5 - June 17, 2011, 06:16 PM

Quote from: toor on June 17, 2011, 06:09 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VsNbhwSXDB8

Quote from: Rev. Winton Dupree on June 17, 2011, 05:46 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vgSn0SbQJQI

Can you post the lyrics of these songs as well.
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Re: Mother
Reply #6 - June 17, 2011, 06:34 PM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MTxWe8Ph1ng
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Re: Mother
Reply #7 - June 17, 2011, 06:41 PM

Quote from: Zaiba on June 17, 2011, 05:45 PM

how do you feel about your relationship with your mother since you left islam? Do you feel you've distanced yourself from her? Do you think she'll reject you for rejecting islam? Do wish you could go back and turn the clock just to be with your mother?

Which one? step mum or real mum?

Step mum = muslim = leaving Islam never made her stop talking to me. In fact she is the one who had me declared insane by the imam so that no one can judge me for leaving islam. Well more like she pressured my dad.

It's me who has completely distanced myself from them, I haven't spoken to my step mum since she threatened to get people to kill my sister, and tried to bully my brother into beating my sister up.

Leaving Islam didn't distance me from her, she distanced herself and really she was lucky that I spoke to her at all.

My real mum?

LOL who knows where the fuck she is right now.

The saddest part is I have always wanted to feel like I had a mum, but I have spent most of my life feling like an orphan who has no one.

"My Lullaby" Maria Mena

Mom,
please tell me what to do,
I'm so disappointed in you,
You said those words that made me cry,
And you always wondered why,
why I sing my lullaby,

Mom,
please hurry home to me,
I waited up so patiently,
You sit down and you start to cry,
But you never ask me why,
Why I sing my lullaby,
Why I sing my lullaby,

Was it my fault they lead you in the wrong direction,
Was it my fault they didn't show you any affection,
I show you when I start to cry,
still you always wonder why,
why I sing my lullaby

Mom why love me if your cold,
You'll just get bitter then grow old,
Ask me when I start to weep,
Then I'll tell you in my sleep, Why I sing my lullaby [x5]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kn5irtXT8fY

Inhale the good shit, exhale the bullshit.
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Re: Mother
Reply #8 - June 17, 2011, 06:45 PM

Quote from: BerberElla on June 17, 2011, 06:41 PM
Which one? step mum or real mum?

Step mum = muslim = leaving Islam never made her stop talking to me. In fact she is the one who had me declared insane by the imam so that no one can judge me for leaving islam. Well more like she pressured my dad.

It's me who has completely distanced myself from them, I haven't spoken to my step mum since she threatened to get people to kill my sister, and tried to bully my brother into beating my sister up.

Leaving Islam didn't distance me from her, she distanced herself and really she was lucky that I spoke to her at all.

My real mum?

LOL who knows where the fuck she is right now.

The saddest part is I have always wanted to feel like I had a mum, but I have spent most of my life feling like an orphan who has no one.

"My Lullaby" Maria Mena

Mom,
please tell me what to do,
I'm so disappointed in you,
You said those words that made me cry,
And you always wondered why,
why I sing my lullaby,

Mom,
please hurry home to me,
I waited up so patiently,
You sit down and you start to cry,
But you never ask me why,
Why I sing my lullaby,
Why I sing my lullaby,

Was it my fault they lead you in the wrong direction,
Was it my fault they didn't show you any affection,
I show you when I start to cry,
still you always wonder why,
why I sing my lullaby

Mom why love me if your cold,
You'll just get bitter then grow old,
Ask me when I start to weep,
Then I'll tell you in my sleep, Why I sing my lullaby [x5]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kn5irtXT8fY

Oh berbs! it pierces me soul every time i think of all the atrocities you have been through. I could never imagine not having a loving mum, who'd kill to give me the all the happiness in this world. Who'd do anything and everything to wish me heaven in this life and the afterlife.

I guess the fact that you had a troubling childhood is the reason to why you are such a wonderful mother yourself.
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Re: Mother
Reply #9 - June 21, 2011, 12:20 AM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xF8JBESktmM
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