When talking with people my brain is too slow with communicating. People can say such nasty things to me and I have no come back, cannot express myself, I just listen and nod. It's like I'm too slow or something.
I wish I could be like one of those really smart people who can come out with something witty or clever or nasty on the spur of the moment, as comebacks to someone who is being an verbal arsehole.
Hate my brain and my mouth and how long it takes for the two to connect and express myself. Maybe it's 'cause I'm a bit shy, don't know, or maybe it's 'cause I used to stutter, or maybe it's 'cause I'm just dumb in the verbal arena. Who knows. It's just so frustrating.
