...Great, just when i had a great weekend,they cant let things slide at least for a week before they piss me off, Allow me the space to rant here in a lincoln style. Since its my blog,my thread,my space for rant,so keep your judgement to yourself.
Things that i would have said to my mother this morning but i remain quite just to avoid an endless argument that will lead her to having a bad day at office:
Ok, can you please stop blaming my irreligiousity for the mistakes i make everyday, the least you can do is to give me a moral advice or how things are done in a right way in a social setting,what the consequences are if i do things wrong?,not telling me that its because im not praying,fasting and scoring points for an entry into Al-jannah, thats why im making mistakes and being lazy.
You keep on bringing the topics that we have gone through before but you are too stubborn to let it go, this justs irritates me and makes me cringe further any time you keep doing it.Changing beliefs is not like changing a dress thats what you fail to understand.
You are fully aware that i have learn a lot on Islam more than anyone in this family, you have seen the times that i bring out hadith and qur'an ayat to you to show you that you did the wrong things when i was a muslim. It makes you happy when i do that and now you are telling me that i have been too lazy all the time to learn about islam and i dont know enough about it. Has someone erased your memory?
Accusing me of listening to one side of story because i said Harun Yahya is a fraud and i refused to listen to all the imams(who have no basic knowledge of science), who are jostling for a position in my dad's mosque for a paycheck,so as to spout their hateful sermon on why we shouldnt trust non-muslims because they dont like us, their misogynist crap,how to do ablution and pray perfectly(no thanks i already know that and its useless to me), also watching them being condescending is what even makes me not to go to the mosque and listen to their garbage. You can be mad at for me for all you want but im not going there to listen to those patronising idiots
Its like you are telling me i should go to the mosque just to have another reminder on why i hate Islam, and i have had enough of that, i want to move on with life.
Yesterday when you saw me reading a book "The 100: A ranking of the most influential persons in history" by Michael Hart,and saw Mohammed as the number one, you went all giddy and saying "see! even a christian has testified and that is enough to prove to you that Islam is the right way" :rolleyes:, No, what you fail to understand is that Muhammad has introduced a hateful ideology ,an epidemic that has spread around the world and have been passed from one generation to another,Its still rampant, it only promotes hatred for another fellow human who doesnt believe in it and has repressed a man's creativity,strips his rational faculty,which are the natural gifts for a mankind.its a sad truth but you have failed to see that.
I dont care about Aisha's marriage to Mo at the age of nine, or the bad things that he did in his lifetime. The only thing that im against, is the authenticity of Holy Qur'an as the divine word of Allah which it hasnt been compiled until Sayyidina Uthman bin Affan's reign as a caliph,what makes you think they havent adulterated some of the contents in the qur'an? I heard Ali bin Abu Talib has his own version of Qur'an that hasnt been accepted.
The only response i keep getting from you its either "i dont understand classical arabic" why do i need to? Why cant Allah sent me the message in the language that i can understand?, or "You have no right to question those things" oh yes i do, i havent seen this Allah that you are talking about all the time and i have never heard his voice whenever i want to talk to him,even if i do then there is a high chance of me getting tied in a psychiatry ward. So i dont even want to hear his voice.
How do you expect me to believe the authenticity of Hadith as the oral sayings of Mo, something that hasnt been compiled until 200 years after the Death of Mo?
Can you for once be objective and remain skeptic until you can prove it wrong or right, try that, its simple, Go on, Allah wont get pissy,he is not around,infact he doesnt even exist.
This is what i have to deal with for the next two years, i must work hard to get out, i must work hard to get out.........
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Topic: An Infidel living in the midst of dogmatic followers