Being poor sucks!
OP - January 02, 2012, 03:20 PM
So, its been I don't know how many months, maybe almost 6 months that I've been poor. Its the new years and I am still poor, I only have £33 in my account. Last year this time I had about 25K two holidays, lots of cocaine, alcohol and sex getting it in before my wife came to permanently live with me.
So for about 6 months I've not been out, I've only been out twice and got drunk once that is because my wife was on holiday for a week, and I was home alone. So, I've not done any cocaine for a long time. I constantly dream about cocaine, I dream I have a lot of cocaine. But then I wake up and I realize I can't even buy 1gram, and then I feel shit.
So basically being broke means you can't do much, the internet and gaming gets boring after a while, you actually start thinking about maybe getting a job. My dads being an idiot, and is refusing outright to give me any money for personal indulgence. He reported his credit card lost, since I was 'borrowing' money out of his account and transferring them into my own.
I am so desperately trying to swindle 15k out of him under the pretext of wanting to buy a car so I can find a job deep in the city. I would actually lease a car out for 12 months, and spend the rest of the money and tell him I spent it all on the car.
Like right now the weather is shit, and I want to go out and have a good time. So normally I would at least have 1k on me for the day and go out, getting a taxi everywhere going to a bar drinking, lots of drugs, then go to a restaurant eat, and then more drink and drugs, and about 11pm come home wired on cocaine to take away the drunk effect, hope wife is asleeep and just play some games, and go to bed, wake up suicidal and feel like shit. Ahh the good old days.
Married life is so shit!!! I could go out with a friend and free-load off him, but coming home at 11pm would be out of the question. I'd end up being kept out for days.
I can't even get pissed, thats the worst part normally I could ride this out but the wife being around drinking is out of the question.
I don't know what the fuck to do man, its so boring.
Topic: Being poor sucks!