btw.. ironically enough by letting go, you make room for the feeling of control..
Thanks for the appreciation and understanding Ness.

Yeah I think you're right - that seems to be the paradox of vulnerability.
This video proves you live by this saying of old man Socrates.
"The unexamined life is not worth living"
Not easy to introspect so candidly. Respect, mate.
I've always found you one of the most insightful people on this forum Billy - and you've pretty much identified a theme throughout my life. Thank you for your insight and respect.