I'm did really miss you and i am so glad you are back. I suppose I am the last person you thought would say that. I hope you go to the thread where you got banned I wrote there.
I am so sorry about the insueing death of your relative. There are no words to make your suffering less perhaps only in time you and your grief will come to terms and live in peace.
As to your another relative is her vision lost for good? So much grief she must be enduring. May she draw strength from those who have suffered before her. Lend her what strength you may.
I hope between enjoying the weddings you can come visit here and share all the ways that you are seeing the world.
I hope all the women are sensible and wear flats.
1st paragraph: It is true, I am surprised that u missed me and I would have never though u were the one to miss me, I think i have underestimated u, hmmmmm I really appreciate it
, I missed u all here, I missed the forum in general as well
2nd paragraph: yeah :(, it sucks, it sucks more to see her sister and parents in this big ordeal of pain, I am trying to be there for some of them, it is hard how they move between denial and accepting reality in short periods of times.
3rd: I think she lost her vision for good, she lost her right eye 3 years ago from high blood pressure now she lost the other one, she says she can only see a black mountain in front of her, even if some of her vision comes back which the doctors said could happen they still said 90%+ of her left eye's vision has been lost.
4th Paragraph: I am not a big fan of weddings, I don't like a bunch of people gathered to compare clothes plus I have put some weight lately, my mom left to Canada she won't be back for 3 months, there is no one to iron me and most of the clothes don't fit me, so I am screwed pretty much :p
Last line: I am impressed, u remembered that
, if I see one wearing flats I will make sure I break her legs (j/k), maaaaan I hate flats.
Hey dude. I'm sorry to read your news also, sounds like you and your loved ones have had a really rough deal recently.
Hope you dont mind me asking, why are you so angry in that avatar? That's not the person that comes across from the posts I've read so far of yours? And why did you get banned?
Thanks man.
My angry Avatar, hmmmmmmm everyone asks me that question, I don't know, that is my benchmark, I mean it, I am a member of several forums, I have been using this same exact avatar since 2006 when I joined the first online forum and I have never changed my avatar neither my nick name, if u see STURMGEWEHR and that Avatar in another forum, that is me.
I am usually calm, non violent unless my life or my family's safety is threatened which is normal for every person to get violent in such occasions and act protective.
Some people think I am some kind of Neo Nazi because Sturmgewehr was the first Automatic Assault rifle to be manufactured during the Nazi regime but of course that is not the case, I despise Racism and I don't judge people based on their pigmentation.
Why I got banned??? well, I think I got banned unfairly,
Anyways I don't wanna discuss it here, we discussed it back then and I think there is no need neither a point into discussing it.
@ asbie:Thanks
Topic: I am back!!!!!!!!!