Pills
OP - April 19, 2013, 08:26 PM
Haven't been online since November... a lot of shit went down...
I woke up really early, and drove to a psychiatrist appointment, skipped 2 lectures just to sit my ass down for 2 hours and a half to FINALLY get diagnosed with anxiety and ADHD. Been prescribed some 10mg ritalin and xanax. It feels good. It feels good to know I might finally start getting better.
I've been having anxiety attacks since I was in 3rd grade, and ADD since forever... Despite numerous recommendations from counselors and teachers, my mom refused to let me see a doctor, convinced that the routine she proposed for me to regularly go to tajweed lessons and pray 5 times a day will discipline me into concentrating better... 11 years of school and I barely scrapped through my o levels and the 5 credits I needed, due to inattention, severe depression and getting suspended 3 times from school (once for calling my bio teacher a witch, which was so horribly mean). My mom defended her refusal to let me see a psychiatrist even more, because of the suspensions and mild, outspoken blasphemy.