I made the email yesterday, in the hopes that the heavens would rain unpublished literature down upon me, and I would have a million more reasons to use it.
I would probably be better at raising someone else's kid's too. I expect too much from mine, but school conference did go well today. My oldest is doing much better than before. I might not be messing them up too badly. I feel sorry for my kids, too, about my genes. But guilt really messes up effective parenting techniques. I don't want to spoon feed my twelve year old like a Turkish mother, and have him think he is the Shah. So I try to let it go.
If there were a just God, their father would be in hell. Since there is not, he is just far away enough so that I can sleep a few hours at a time at night. Most nights. With a butter knife in the door jamb. Or two butter knives.
I like the plot so far. I am on break. The music changed and it didn't fit, so I came to see what the fuss might be. I can't find one, though. Some videos are restricted to me because of local copyright laws. I couldn't see Kelis and I am too lazy to watch something besides Bounce with her in it. Because I love Bounce.
Back to plot.
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Yes regarding your email address and I laugh reading your explanation above about it but the play on words, you meant that, yeah? As the verb you used is sometimes associated with islam/Allah?
So the only thing deep and dark was his eyes. Turkish? Turkish or a Turk? There is a world of difference. My thoughts were it was going to be one of the three, Moroccan, Egyptian or Turk/Turkish. At least you are not bitter and twisted about it. I would explain a lot more, have to put my football head on. But if an English girl did the dirty over me, :'(would I blame the culture she was bought up in? Though like my number female poster (joint with tigress, so far)told me --- islam is maleness gone nuclear also very similar to my friend I mentioned here recently with estranged Turk husband, he phoned her and said he was coming back, she slept with a knife too.
Raising kids? I will swop you my sulky teenager for three? of yours. kriss kross. :)She would love America. What swamps do you live near. Not only has she my genetics, she does not have my mother as her mother. No matter how much you fight it, you will wake up one day and become your parents
. She has my rebel streak, it does not matter, she will be always anti-establishment. I think her school teachers lie at parents evening, at scholl she is presentable, speaks when spoken to, shy, no trouble, hard-working and I think well at home she is a fucking terror, bette this way round, will watch out when that flips. When you say your genetics in your kids, you mean his really?
I will watch Bounce. Please when reading my script take note of five graded comedy moments. (you didn't think you would just be reading it
1. A smile in the head 'that was clever/witty'
2. Physical one-syllable chuckle
3. lengthier version.
4. out
loud5. pissing yourself
You might not get to or want to get to number 5. But in a movie other people laughing can help you laugh. And a movie/drama should have a lot of 1's a few 2/3/4 and hopefully a couple of fives. And I hope when you get to the end, you take note of the technical aspects of the script. By that I mean, read carefully, it would be good if you spot holes.
Anyways football beckons, may bump into you tonight, if not cya soon.
ETA - I realise that the addition of emoticons maybe incongruous when you have been talking about having knives to protect yourself and your kids. Please excuse my lack of tact. I did not intend to mock/belittle your experiences.
Topic: ex-Muslim woman on what it is like to be a Muslim woman