lol yeezee you no help here

Let me tell you a small story of what happened to me today. I took a beautiful two hour hike in the mountains here is South Africa. It was peaceful, tranquil and gave me time to think and put things into perspective. I thought about many things, especially religion, mainly Islam, I thought of how the religion gave me a very boxed view of the world. How I never learnt about other religions, cultures and ethnic groups. how Islam makes you see one path and one way of life while denying every other way to live. I thought of how religion may actually be the cause of a lot of the worlds problems, how we tend to miss the bigger picture while focusing on one aspect of life. And then I though of the concept of hell, how many people from the beginning of time until now were not muslim, how many non-muslims are actually really great people?
Then I though of the story of Noahs ark which seems like a fairy tale now although strangely I grew up believing it to be true, such is faith. Moosa talking to animals, Yusuf was always one of my favourite stories and I still don't see anything too ridiculous there to me.
I guess I reached a conclusion while my brain is agnostic, my heart is still attached, and I am waiting/searching for something solid so my heart can accept this.
Where there arabs in the time that questioned mohamed at his time? Why is it that there are SO many aspects of Islam to study, people specialising is hadith, fiqh, history? If its made up what are they studying?
I actually had a dream that my brother told me if Islam was so fake why are people studying it for so many years and so dedicated to it.
Ye so thats my small story, go ahead yeezee tear it to peices
