Hi
OP - April 26, 2014, 07:31 PM
Nothing too interesting, but I might as well give a small introduction. So I'm a second generation immigrant, raised in a typical traditional Muslim household; one where Islam was an inviolable part of my identity. I'd say I have a greater affinity towards the Anglo society I was brought up in, where as, I only appreciated the aesthetic aspects of my parent's culture - food, music etc. As such, I was never zealous in my religious indoctrination, I followed the rituals and traditions - sometimes strictly, often less so - ironically, my desire for a 'spiritual connection' paralleled my desire for 'materialistic gains'. And that was the pattern of my life until a about a year ago, when I came across an article criticizing Islam, which confused me - what was there to be critical of Islam? Religion of peace, right? Now, at this point of my life, I would be a considered a "liberal Muslim" - a mixture of apologia, cognitive dissonance, naivety, ignorance and a healthy amount of reinterpretation. Within the next few days I read more into the critical aspects of Islam and found out that I was taught about Islam was not necessarily all to be known about Islam, I watched a few debates, dug a bit further and that was that; my faith was gone. To be honest, I was kinda apathetic about the whole experience. Fast forward a year and I'm currently studying away from home which allows a me a greater sense of freedom. I've got no concrete plans for the future but I feel somewhat optimistic now that my horizon has considerably widened.
"Is God willing to prevent evil, but not able? Then he is not omnipotent.
Is he able, but not willing? Then he is malevolent.
Is he both able and willing? Then whence cometh evil?
Is he neither able nor willing? Then why call him God." - Epicurus