^ It's hard enough as an ex convert to merge back into western society and make friends with non muslims again.. i found it tough, i had absolutely nothing in common with anyone anymore not even my childhood best friend, so i can't imagine how it is coming from a conservative muslim household and wanting to branch out : )
you got that right
im starting a new job so i will try to socialise more
i have lived a very sheltered life due to the islamic dogma
the amount of girls i could've banged looooooooool
any who i will still remain a cultural Muslim as im married and im also supporting my mother