Ok, choose not to believe me- I type like a normal person. I'm actually a wierdo. Proper fucked up in the brain. If you could see into my mind you would think wtf
If any of us could see into each others minds, we would all say WTF!?!?
What about a proper psycho murderer?
Okay, if you are that, we DO have a problem on our hands...

IF you have such fantasies or stuff, you need professional help, M... really, you do.
Because I can see, you KNOW it´s wrong - that would be a good sign.