Reasons to go on living.....
1) Knowing that this is the only chance I have to live
2) My girlfriend and friends, our conversations, eating together, laughing
3) Reading and discovering new ideas
4) Walking in the park, watching the river go by
5) I will be an aunt soon, one of my good friends is about to have a child
6) The thought that I will someday have a child and raise it non muslim and free
7) Sleeping in cool sheets after long hard day at work
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Walking out the door and being welcomed with the smell of fall, leaves and sometimes if I am lucky that misty dew that hits your face when rain is in the air.
9) Watching squirrels in my back yard as I drink tea or coffee on the deck
10) Finally getting out of the line in Chipotle with my double meat burrito and one for my girlfriend
11) Going to the gym. Really getting into a workout and seeing yourself progress. That feeling when I did 10 pullups unassisted
12) Finding the perfect sweater to wear around the house after the old one came apart
13) Finding a roll of toilet paper when for a split second you thought you ran out. same goes for tampons
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14) When you say something weird followed by dont judge me and your friends are like thank goodness you said something cause I was thinking the samething.
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15) Chicken and Hot Sauce
16) Bacon
17) Lavender scented detergent and fabric softener
18) Good music
19) Scented Candles
20) Watching tv with my gf and the funny convos we have about nothing and everything
21) Hearing from my uncle who is supportive
So many things to live for