I'm a million percent guilty as charged here, anyway.
Our Qtian has been trying to get me to learn more about philosophy, and...inshallah. I'm sure in the end you're right. And, like forcing myself to consume vegetables, I know I should learn more about philosophy, but...
I caution you against doing that.
If any part of you doesn't want to learn philosophy, then you shouldn’t do it. If you try to do it anyway, you’re hurting yourself. So you don’t want to ignore that.
Now part of you thinks learning philosophy would be good for you, and is happy about the idea of learning philosophy. So you don’t want to ignore that part of you either. If you do ignore it, you’re hurting yourself again.
What you could do instead is find a new idea that satisfies those two parts of you. That way you don’t get hurt. You don’t suffer. You don’t force yourself. Because all parts of you is in agreement.
Here’s some suggestions for new ideas that might satisfy all parts of you.
^ you could ask a few questions — of your choice — so that you could make a judgement about whether spending time learning philosophy is worth it for you (according to your values).
^ you could try out learning some actual philosophy and see if it gets you any concrete benefits.
^ you could do a combination of those things.
Whatever idea you’re considering, ask yourself:
^ Does the idea satisfy the part of you that wants to learn philosophy?
^ Does the idea satisfy the part of you that feels like learning philosophy is like eating vegetables?
If not, could you change the idea slightly so that both parts of you feel good about it?
If you need some more creativity to find potential ideas, consider asking yourself why you want to learn philosophy, and why you feel like learning philosophy is like eating vegetables. That line of questioning might help you find an idea that could satisfy both parts of you.
If you want my advise on what sort of philosophy that you could get some concrete benefits out of — in a short amount of time — consider reading the following essay. It explains more about the stuff I just explained above: Avoiding Coercion
http://fallibleideas.com/avoiding-coercion