I come across this forum, when I was searching for a paper on early Islam, and that was a damn wonderful surprise, I have being reading a lot of posts, and I really like what see, so far.
I am an Algerian who immigrated to a western country three years ago, I had a long journey from a "pious" Muslim, non-practicing, deist, agnostic then atheist.
In a period of my life I was hostile to Islam, we had a civil war in Algeria, and I know personally people who have been killed, two of them were my teachers in high school, my "faith" was really lost as a reaction to that tragedy. Families were massacred, the video of those two sisters slaughtered in stuck in my head, so I know what fanaticism can do to normal people.
where I live now, once I went to an atheist meetup, I had a mixed feeling, I felt, regardless of what I believe or not, I was treated as a Muslim, I fully understood that my identity is shaped by my name, my background, how I look.
I think, I never settled with atheism, although, I strongly believe that the world is governed by physical laws, and I am pretty a rational person, deep inside me I couldn't accept that life is just a random fluctuation from a vacuum

, there must be something there!!!!
since a couple a months I read some works by Angelika Neuwirth about the Quran, I read a different biography of Muhammed by Lesley Hazleton, I am watching videos by Islamic Scholars like Muhammed Shahrour., what I learned is that the traditions is mostly a later fabrication, that the Sira is an idealist history, and everything I know about Islam is wrong.
Now I am in peace with Islam, actually, that's why I identify myself as an agnostic Muslim, I know Quran is a human product, most of the stories on it are just myths, and there is a lot of moral questionable material, but this is my identity.