Hi! my name is sabeen i am from pakistan but living here in UK from last few years.
I was born in a strict muslim family where we have to follow all islamic teachings. But i think i born an atheist because i was never ever a good muslim. From my teenage i have so many questions and doubts about god and religion. But when ever i tried to ask nobody helps me they just start shouting on me and told me to do blind faith on islam and god. I was just pretending to be a good muslim but from inside i hate it.
When i was in college i start reading books about faith, islam religion than i realize islam is just a name which people are using to spread hate, voilence and killing there is no god nothing.Few years before i came here in Uk and i feel free start my life without any religion. Now i open myself as an atheist ex-muslim thats why my family is very angry with me they hate me for them i am a kafir now. i have lost alot because of my this atheist behaviour.
In begining when i came here i feel alone now i am very happy i found CEMB and other ex-muslim organizations where i can meet with other people who have same thinking and life experiences like me. I have many ex-muslim friends i am happy to be a part of CEMB.
Now i want some more new friends here