Wow!
Agreed, jrg. I used to read debates on The Student Room and then stop reading them because I was scared of disbelief, and of the immense consequences of feeling like the religion that had consumed my life since childhood wasn't true. It feels good to be free of that fear now, but I couldn't have shaken it off as a teenager.
Hope you're in a better place in terms of the depression now OP. Much love to ya. We're here if you ever need anything
Do the family know, if you don't mind me asking? How have they taken the fact that you're not practising?