Hi there, Just thought I'd introduce myself. I'm a long time lurker, and also (compared to most of you on here) an old person. Well, ok I'm just old. Sigh.
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I have a long and often very sad story to tell. Maybe I'll tell it in bits and pieces, or maybe I won't.
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I left Islam long ago mainly because I found it was deeply inadequate, on so many levels. I was always most interested in how to fully develop as a person, and so I went on a deep spiritual and personal exploration. That's what made me realise that Islam is desperately limited and limiting, it is a terrible hindrance to the flourishing of human potential, especially if you're a female.
I'm based in London. Of Pakistani stock, like so many here.
I read so many sad stories here of ex-muslims struggling to reconcile their desires and aspirations against the suffocating strictures placed on them by their family and culture, and I wish I had some helpful advice. I've been there, and left my family behind. It's not an easy road for us rebels. But I'm finally fairly
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happy and excited to be alive. Sending good thoughts to all the ex-muslims out there - you're bright and brilliant, all of you, for seeing through your indoctrination
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