Greetings and welcome to the forum Trolah!

Please feel free to post all such queries, it's precisely what this forum is for!
Unfortunately I am not at all fluent in Arabic, so I can't help in debunking the issue with regards to My ordeal with the Quran. However, as far as any mathematical or scientific miracles are concerned, that's definitely something which has been debunked in the past. I'd be interested in hearing the claim from Muslims which has you worried, as well as why you find the math thing weird.
In general I would say that scare tactics, emotional exploitation, and outright lying are huge tools of dawahgandists, apologists, and the like. To them this is simply a game to spread the deen by hook or crook so that Allah will give them points towards Jannah. Intellectual honesty doesn't play into it. I hope you can recognize this perspective the next time one of their claims puts you ill at ease.
Thank you very much!
About the math thing: I did 'study' (lol) this a long time, and I know most of them are cherry picking (quantity of days, words, the even-odd-thing, etc) but I often think: Hmmm, but a few of them are right and there is no cherry pickig.. could it be coincidents... or not? I don't now, I am too naive. I even needed a long time to 'debunk' the 19 miracle, but I even found a book by bilal phillips where he debunks this so I think I can trust him with this....
I guess you are right. Thank you. I'm really sorry that I am that naive, haha...
It's not Islam, or Allah which gives you that fear. It's the Muslim apologists you interact with which would do everything they can to sow and reinforce such a fear. Its a very common tactic, and especially aimed at the emotionally vulnerable.
What do you fear would be destroyed in your life? It seems to me that you have some sort of attachment which makes you feel vulnerable.
You are also right on that. I always see very educated and intelligent muslim apologists who are doing dawah (not the ones like dawah man, and ali dawah, but the ones I mentioned), and I think that concerns me a little bit. (My self confidence is quite low and I'm very submissive to authority, that is my problem.)
well Trolah girl Trolah German girl TGG.... You are confusing me., you are making me to ask more questions by responding to my questions ..Well my life is full questions and question marks.. so I ask questions.. let me start from the end of your post ..

no sorry I don't ... but now I am confused
1). What is the concept of Islam dear GG?? and how different is Islamic God from other gods of other faiths?? let us compare Islamic god any other faith god.. But this concept hell and heaven was already there before Islam ., I say writers of so called Islamic scriptures just copy/pasted and added bit of their own imaginative silly story in to it ., Am I wrong saying that?
for me concept of god from any faith and every faith does not make sense . Well Islam is true or not., you have to work at it and prove until all questions are answered. You must keep the option to question it. I can assure you that this god testing or god omniscient or
god scent that faith heads smell are all ABSOLUTE NONSENSE
And I can prove that innumerable way from
just daily news across the globe well let me watch these videos
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Op0kJ0N0p0M https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QuPsxFklxaw https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gPOfurmrjxo Well I don't know how I could answer haha..
Yeah I know other faiths also have the heaven and hell concept, and I don't like any of these religions.
Thanks for your answer on the 'god is testing us' thing. I also think it sounds like nonsense...