I know this is a bit depressing, but do you feel that you have wasted some of the best years of your life?
At times, yes I do. I sometimes wish I could live life again and take a wide route around Islam. But then I think that perhaps in some way I have gained something unique from going through all that - a perspective that I could have never gained if I had never walked that path.
I believe all of our lives are unique - even those that seem similar - we all have seen a different part of some massive jigsaw and gained a unique perspective and hopefully wisdom - even though others may not see it or we cannot see it in others.
Then again I could be just a stupid idiot who wasted his life on a load of bollocks
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