Wow, i can't believe you left one pile of fairy tales to embrace another one.
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?
You need to join CEMB, realise what a mistake you've made.
*although to be fair as I assess my reactions, many of which I have deleted (like losing respect for said person) I realise this makes me no better than muslims.
So mostly:
well, I think you're insane but it's your choice.