Welcome to CEMB sciFimoviefan (from a fellow sci fi fan). I'm sorry you had to go through all that you wrote in your intro about... it is a bit unclear, though, why so many people, one after another, felt so antagonistic towards you. Can you think of any reason why they would have been so aggressive? It's also very sad that your brother has basically cut you off and chosen to stick with religion over family. How is your mom towards him and you? Is she being supportive of you now?
one i said before that one of them called me iblees. actually twice. but i didnt do anything like that. i was praying. alot of brothers loved me cos i was very understanding in religion and had good vision myself. it was very promising at the beginning a bit like guy from star wars movie that turned into dark vader cos he was brainwashed and betrayed and lost his ways. i was observant of sunnah. i had good memory. even some called me potentially sheikh. i also suspect that they did so cos they were imagining that i was going to leave islam someday and tell others truth but i wasnt at all, i was indeed on islam and even in islam, or outside islam, you cant judge person based on ur imagine. its not an evidence. unfortunately as an result that also affected me and my religion which leads to next lower level and then again next level down and onward thats where negative things started to happens. its like they were pushing me away. and cos im away from islam, for them muslims its serious issues, then the hell broken loose.
alot of things happened within families, unfortunately, all down to me and my bro. it were almost tearing apart my family. cos i wont tell mum what happened with me and muslims and she thought i was going crazy for no reason. my bro also was clever, he dont attck in front of non muslims. or say things such he wont say in front of non muslims. but she saw his wife saying i should be beheaded. she and my dad were shocked. cos she's from middle east so she didnt understand law here. of course they r always on m side but that also gave them problems from muslims. them muslim dragged hell to our house. she is supportive of us both. she's that kind of woman that love every of her kids equally. and she isnt ready to face all sorts with police etc if i get people involved. so instead i reported in paper to police about suspects details so that they keep it on record and all i need to do is dial 999 when muslim sattack me again.
he's not exactly cutting off kin with me, it was me.
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