Good evening
OP - July 04, 2014, 08:41 PM
Hey,
So my name is Ryan-Adam and I'm half Lebanese and half English (don't ask how or why). So I've been browsing the site for a while, some extremely complwiing views on certain things - eye opening really.
So I was born a Muslim, it didn't really play too much of a role in my life until I started practicing when I was 15. This lasted for three years, but as I started learning more about the world - the more I started to doubt.
As I started doubted, the questions flowed. Whenever I asked anyone of authority I was just shunned and told not to aak such questions. I feel that as a human it is natural to feel the need to know, right?
I remember last year that my aunt died prematurely due to poor medical practice, yet obviously an autopsy wasn't carried out. Having studied medical sciences this infuriated me. So now that doctor can continue to extort patients from their money whilst practicing poorly. Is human life of any worth in Islam? Or does the integrity of how god works his way of more valuable than life?
Ramadan is amongst us, and I'm distancing further and further away from Islam. Seeing the hypocrisy that clouds Islam is eye opening when you're looking from the outside in.
Anyway, that's enough from me. I can't wait to get more integrated with you lot.