Thanks everybody for your responses i very appreciate it
Welcome to the forum, kero-zen.
kimo is from Egypt too.
So tell us, how did you find this site.
Really there is someone else from egypt here? that's gr8!!!! i thought i was the only one.
Someone told me about this site on youtube.
Welcome Kero-zen, cool name. Does it have any particular meaning or reason behind it?

No special meaning i found it cool and it still wasn't used by anybody else
Hello and welcome, Kero-Zen

You're not into Zen Buddhism by any chance, are ya?
Your story seems to be quite a common one among a lot of ex-Muslims. They live in predominantly Muslim countries/communities but they themselves do not believe. I imagine it must be very difficult to live like that, which is why it's particularly good to have a site like this.
But as I say, welcome

No i'am not into boudhism, but i always loved asian philosophy, i prefer to stand far from any kind of belief and take what i feel good from everything to create my own.
Yeah that's pretty hard to live that way, but it is good to know that i'am not alone and there people out there who share the same thoughts as me!!