I hate that I was born a muslim.
I hate that I was born a girl.
I hate that i've cut myself numerous times.
I hate having the ability to cheer others up but myself.
I hate that I don't respect myself.
I hate that I can be so selfish at times.
I hate that I always fall for the wrong guys.
I hate that I let myself get hurt.
I hate feeling frustrated.
I hate that I am never satisfied.
I hate that I still think I'll go to hell.

YOU ARE COMPLETELY MISPLACING YOUR HATE dear Zaiba.,