Yea, there are times when you are not assertive too though Zaiba. You are back at home remember, for love of your parents you put up with stuff that drives you crazy, so I know you know what i mean. For the love I bear people IRL, I sometimes put up with stuff I don't like.
On the contrary baby on the contrary!
I don't really have any othe choice but to live at home for the summer, plus I put up a lot more fight against them than I say so here. I don't really know why, I guess the guilt doesn't allow me to boast about it. But you're right sometimes you gotta do something for those you love in life, but the only people you should be loving are your kids hun, and yourself.
Thankfully not nearly as much as I used to, but still more than I would like. Its not as simple as just being one way or another, its retraining your brain to put your needs first, and it took this many years to get where I am, who knows how long it will take to get me where I need to.
There are quite a few things going on in my life right now in which I am not telling the truth, and just smiling at people, without expressing my real thoughts amd feelings. I will though. I remain positive that I will beat this trait of mine.
I am happy that at least you're moving in the right direction, yes it will take time to get where you want, but keep your goal at the fore front of your mind. Keep reminding yourself where you want to be, don't allow the low low moods we go through get you down, sometimes it's harder to stand up to them, but you've done better than I have, so I believe more in you than myself.
No, they got blocked, to them I no longer exist on fb, so they wouldn't even see that i am still on your friends list. Anyway its cool, I was always creeped out in the first place, this just gave me the motivation I needed to remove them.
And I did it all without being fake and making up some lame ass reason as to why it needed to be done.
Really?
I never knew you had doubts about Them formerly. But okay as long as it doesn't come back on to me, I guess I can't do much about it (trust me people kill to be your friend, I don't wanna be on someone's death list)
Nah, its all just moaning. But I'm ok with that. Can't wait for my monthlies.
Aaah I know how that feels, I had severe PMS last night which is weird cause I ain't due for like another 10 days, fucking hate this pain.
You know what I hate?
That moment when you find out that someone rreally wasn't a good friend after you have invested so much time and effort into being there for them. I think that is what holds me back. The truth hurts sometimes.
But you are right. On this matter I am sick to death of it, so I am clicking send as soon as I click post on here.
I know, the truth hurts, but it's always worth it in the end. Come on you're the one who told me this girly.
I'm well proud of you babes.
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