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  • Closet ExMuslim finally said F*** It
     OP - May 23, 2011, 03:56 AM

    Hello everyone!
    I have been on a mission to find a website where I can communicate with Ex-Muslims for some time now .. I tried facebook, search engines, and several forums. Today I was watching a bunch of youtube videos and suddenly BAM!! bunny I found a video that referred me to CEMB forum. I was not the least skeptical to come here and read about this website as I was desperate to meet people who understand what it is to be an Ex-Muslim.

    I come from a small Shiite town in Saudi Arabia. My parents were not radical or extremest by any means. Actually, my siblings were the disciplinary figures in my life. My sisters taught me how to pray, my brothers and brothers-in law forced me to wear the "Abaya= form of hijab" when I turned about 9 years old. I had many encounters as a young girl with boys. Nothing crazy, I never had sex, but in Saudi Arabia if you get caught talking to a boy, you might as well be having sex! your family is going to be the first ones to call you a whore. That's only if you're a female of course. Consequently, I took the first opportunity to leave home, and get away from the physical and mental abuse I was going through.

    That was my first step towards freedom. cutting the leash! I've also went through the same phases many Ex-muslims did.. I started questioning the religion, read and started to learn about other religions.. And now I am here.

    Please do not find this to be a sad story because it really isn't! I have found my voice, and I will continue to use it.

    This is truly a good day for me, maybe I can stop searching for a network now because I finally found one  yes

    Thank you!
  • Re: Closet ExMuslim finally said F*** It
     Reply #1 - May 23, 2011, 04:31 AM

     signwelcome

    Not Ex Muslim.

    Just a supporter of anyone who doesn't let dead men, and books written by men looking for power,  run their lives.

    I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I remain.
  • Re: Closet ExMuslim finally said F*** It
     Reply #2 - May 23, 2011, 04:45 AM

    Hello again. Have a parrot.  parrot
  • Re: Closet ExMuslim finally said F*** It
     Reply #3 - May 23, 2011, 05:34 AM

    Welcome Freewoman!  As I am sure you have seen on the videos and
    this forum, the numbers of murtads is ever increasing, and more are
    finally speaking out, at least those that are able to; then they can come
    here to vent and play, without worrying about their "closet" status being
    exposed.  Here's three bunnies to welcome you!

     bunny bunny bunny

    When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us.
    Helen Keller
  • Re: Closet ExMuslim finally said F*** It
     Reply #4 - May 23, 2011, 07:32 AM

    Welcome FreeWoman  parrot
    stick around..

    oh and by the way sorry for asking too many questions in the chat  grin12
  • Re: Closet ExMuslim finally said F*** It
     Reply #5 - May 23, 2011, 09:24 AM

    signwelcome
    Great to have some more wonderful ex muslims here! Jesus we are being bombarded by n00bs Tongue
    Really hope you enjoy your stay here sweets and of course by all means consider us your new found family 001_wub

    it's parrot season! parrot
  • Re: Closet ExMuslim finally said F*** It
     Reply #6 - May 23, 2011, 10:14 AM

    Welcome FreeWoman.  Smiley
  • Re: Closet ExMuslim finally said F*** It
     Reply #7 - May 23, 2011, 11:58 AM

    A big welcome to the forum, FreeWoman.  far away hug

    Yes, this forum is awesome. Afro  There are apostates from several different countries.

    "Many people would sooner die than think; In fact, they do so." -- Bertrand Russell

    Baloney Detection Kit
  • Re: Closet ExMuslim finally said F*** It
     Reply #8 - May 23, 2011, 01:49 PM

    Welcome to the forum  Smiley

    19:46   <zizo>: hugs could pimp u into sex

    Quote from: yeezevee
    well I am neither ex-Muslim nor absolute 100% Non-Muslim.. I am fucking Zebra

  • Re: Closet ExMuslim finally said F*** It
     Reply #9 - May 23, 2011, 02:10 PM

    Hello, welcome and thanks for your intro...enjoy the forum Smiley
  • Re: Closet ExMuslim finally said F*** It
     Reply #10 - May 23, 2011, 02:41 PM

    Welcome to the forum FreeLady.

    I am glad you have found us, we have been looking for you for some time  yes

    I remember when I first came across this site, I was so happy to have ran into the existing community here.  I felt it was good to finally be amongst people who would understand me and who would know where I was coming from. I hope you too feel the same way about us in the coming days and weeks.

    Are you still in Saudi Arabia?

    Hi
  • Re: Closet ExMuslim finally said F*** It
     Reply #11 - May 23, 2011, 07:09 PM

    Thank you: musivore, chris, GodIsNotGreat, ateapotist, C.E.O, Zaiba, X-Shia, Jinn and Tonic, Prince Spinoza, Biaxident! your replies made me feel warm inside  Roll Eyes

    and to answer musivore: I'm currently in the United States living in Ohio... I like it so much better here.. I do not have to conform to society's expectations and traditions.. I feel like I can actually worry about myself/ my life and not other people's ideals..

     thnkyu again for the warm welcoming messages .. !
  • Re: Closet ExMuslim finally said F*** It
     Reply #12 - May 23, 2011, 07:36 PM



    Your story's pretty interesting... do you currently have a religion? *nosey*
  • Re: Closet ExMuslim finally said F*** It
     Reply #13 - May 23, 2011, 07:39 PM

    Hai FreeWoman. Nice talking to you on chat and welcome.
    Here's your customary parrot  parrot
    Don't really know why it's a parrot, I personally think a ham sandwich is more fitting  Tongue

    Started from the bottom, now I'm here
    Started from the bottom, now my whole extended family's here

    JOIN THE CHAT
  • Re: Closet ExMuslim finally said F*** It
     Reply #14 - May 23, 2011, 07:40 PM

    Asalamualaikum  cool2

    .
  • Re: Closet ExMuslim finally said F*** It
     Reply #15 - May 23, 2011, 07:57 PM

    Lawl Shahid!  Cheesy

    Hello FreeWoman Smiley Glad you found this forum, welcome to the community. I'll give you a piggy, since you've had some parrots.  piggy

    Oh talking of which...so have you tried pork products?


    "Between stimulus and response there is a space. In that space is our power to choose our response. In our response lies our growth and our freedom." - Viktor E. Frankl

    'Life is just the extreme expression of complex chemistry' - Neil deGrasse Tyson
  • Re: Closet ExMuslim finally said F*** It
     Reply #16 - May 23, 2011, 08:13 PM

    signwelcome We have a few members from there, do you know any other ex-muslims in Saudi?  Which videos on facebook led you on the yellow brick road to this site?

    My Book     news002       
    My Blog  pccoffee
  • Re: Closet ExMuslim finally said F*** It
     Reply #17 - May 23, 2011, 08:15 PM

    FreeWoman.  Im american, and in the states too Smiley
    There are a few of us in the US, and some in canada, too.

    When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us.
    Helen Keller
  • Re: Closet ExMuslim finally said F*** It
     Reply #18 - May 23, 2011, 08:20 PM

    Ahlan wa sahlan!

    Welcome to the forum!

    And Kudos!  Afro

    "Beauty is truth, truth beauty," - that is all
            Ye know on earth, and all ye need to know.

    - John Keats
  • Re: Closet ExMuslim finally said F*** It
     Reply #19 - May 24, 2011, 12:01 AM

    Welcome  Smiley
  • Re: Closet ExMuslim finally said F*** It
     Reply #20 - May 25, 2011, 09:04 PM

    Welcome to the forum and extra kudos for being a woman from such a conservative society and still mustering up the courage to denounce Islam.
    I see you've met Hassoon already in the chat room. He and I are still stuck in this fanatic country.

    Hope you're enjoying the feeling of being liberated form that incarceration of mental illness called religion.
  • Re: Closet ExMuslim finally said F*** It
     Reply #21 - May 25, 2011, 09:10 PM


    Hello FreeWoman.

    Is it just me, or is the rate of new members increasing?

    If you build it, they will come.





    "we can smell traitors and country haters"


    God is Love.
    Love is Blind. Stevie Wonder is blind. Therefore, Stevie Wonder is God.

  • Re: Closet ExMuslim finally said F*** It
     Reply #22 - May 25, 2011, 09:18 PM

    Hi.

    So once again I'm left with the classic Irish man's dilemma, do I eat the potato or do I let it ferment so I can drink it later?
    My political philosophy below
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bwGat4i8pJI&feature=g-vrec
    Just kidding, here are some true heros
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dBTgvK6LQqA
  • Re: Closet ExMuslim finally said F*** It
     Reply #23 - May 25, 2011, 09:21 PM

    Hi FreeWoman and welcome

    I tried facebook, search engines, and several forums.

    !

    What did terms did you search on facebook and google? What forums did you initially go to? We need to so some search engine optimization!

    A message to our marketing department: do we not have a facebook page?
  • Re: Closet ExMuslim finally said F*** It
     Reply #24 - May 25, 2011, 10:20 PM

    Apologies to FreeWoman for going off topic slightly.

    What did terms did you search on facebook and google? What forums did you initially go to? We need to so some search engine optimization!

    A message to our marketing department: do we not have a facebook page?

    Interestingly when I left Islam and felt like checking out fellow murtaddeen on the interwebs, I googled the term "apostate Islam" not "ex-Muslim".  Don't ask me why.  I just didn't think of it.  Of course if I searched for "ex-Muslim" I would have found this site immediately.

    "Many people would sooner die than think; In fact, they do so." -- Bertrand Russell

    Baloney Detection Kit
  • Re: Closet ExMuslim finally said F*** It
     Reply #25 - May 25, 2011, 10:31 PM

    Welcome Welcome Welcome FreeWoman, im glad you found us dance


     far away hug

    井の中の蛙大海を知らず。
    (I no naka no kawazu taikai wo shirazu)
    A frog in a well does not know the great sea.
  • Re: Closet ExMuslim finally said F*** It
     Reply #26 - May 26, 2011, 06:50 PM

    hello and welcome nice to have another northamerican here are numbers in north america on this site are low but slowly getting bigger Smiley
  • Re: Closet ExMuslim finally said F*** It
     Reply #27 - May 27, 2011, 07:34 PM

    Hello FreeWoman Smiley
    Doesn't it feel awesome being free?
    Anyway, welcome && enjoy ur stay ^_^

    Oh and where in Ohio are you?
    I'm from Michigan grin12
  • Re: Closet ExMuslim finally said F*** It
     Reply #28 - May 27, 2011, 08:01 PM

    Welcome Freewomen... im not an ex-muslim, but im here to exchange thoughts... (and obscenities mostly  Afro )

    PS: Yey for Nessas new avatar! I think i have a nun fetish... muaha dance

    "We are never deceived, we deceive ourselves." - from Goethes Faust
    "Only the wisest and the stupidest men never change." - Confuzios
    "there is no religion of peace, only people who are peaceful while being religious."
  • Re: Closet ExMuslim finally said F*** It
     Reply #29 - May 27, 2011, 08:27 PM

    Quote
    PS: Yey for Nessas new avatar! I think i have a nun fetish... muaha dance



     grin12

    井の中の蛙大海を知らず。
    (I no naka no kawazu taikai wo shirazu)
    A frog in a well does not know the great sea.
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