It wasn't really sex, so I don't count it as losing my virginity. It can be considered as being sexually abused, though I don't consider it as such. She had an amazing body and was really gorgeous, a true gutter flower if you will.

I still remember her name, Sakina.

I have been a pervert and a dog ever since.
I can imagine what you mean by that description

Last time i saw her, she was this

but i can tell deep down in her,she is still a siren only that she is forced to be reformed due to social pressure.
Of course, you wouldnt consider it as a sexual abuse

, i wonder if there is a reported case of a teenage male being sexually abused or forced into a sex by female, that would be odd.