[WARNING: self-pitying post ahead]
Existing, pretty much.
Some specifics:
My slow cognition, bad memory, attentiveness, and focusing ability.
Informal social situations (I have a bad case of social anxiety, which probably developed as a result of above lovely qualities).
My underwhelming academic, professional, and personal achievements.
Thinking about my old, far-flung, now successful friends.
Lack of enthusiasm and willpower to persevere.
Yeah, ain't I a ray of sunshine.
That's an interesting post. I can relate to a lot of it, yet I like to think I remain an optimist for the most part. Maybe because I'm a dreamer and I dream of a
better different future.