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 Topic: What makes you sad or depressed?

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  • Re: What makes you sad or depressed?
     Reply #60 - September 27, 2011, 08:16 AM

    :(

    I never meant to make him feel rejected, but I did him and myself a favour.

    Truth is after one night, or a short amount of dating (I like to refer to myself as the 12 weeker), he would have rejected me, and no one will ever ever get the chance to hurt me again like that.

    Fuck it.  God I am so angry I could just smash something right now thinking of all the ways it would have ended up, so better the not even trying, than the total broken mess that would have led to.

    Well, I am sending him a message now so that he knows it wasn't personal.  Its just me.  I'm not ever giving anyone a chance again and its as simple as that.  I don't care who you are, how long I have known you, what I know of you, none of that matters.  Fact is you will only tire of me, and then you will hurt me.  Done.

    Inhale the good shit, exhale the bullshit.
  • Re: What makes you sad or depressed?
     Reply #61 - September 27, 2011, 08:16 AM

    Ugh.

    Now I am depressed and sad again.

    Inhale the good shit, exhale the bullshit.
  • Re: What makes you sad or depressed?
     Reply #62 - September 27, 2011, 08:19 AM

    This is news? Wink

    Devious, treacherous, murderous, neanderthal, sub-human of the West. bunny
  • Re: What makes you sad or depressed?
     Reply #63 - September 27, 2011, 08:30 AM

     Cheesy

    Inhale the good shit, exhale the bullshit.
  • Re: What makes you sad or depressed?
     Reply #64 - September 27, 2011, 08:34 AM

    :(

    I never meant to make him feel rejected, but I did him and myself a favour.

    Truth is after one night, or a short amount of dating (I like to refer to myself as the 12 weeker), he would have rejected me, and no one will ever ever get the chance to hurt me again like that.

    Fuck it.  God I am so angry I could just smash something right now thinking of all the ways it would have ended up, so better the not even trying, than the total broken mess that would have led to.

    Well, I am sending him a message now so that he knows it wasn't personal.  Its just me.  I'm not ever giving anyone a chance again and its as simple as that.  I don't care who you are, how long I have known you, what I know of you, none of that matters.  Fact is you will only tire of me, and then you will hurt me.  Done.


    Life would have been so much easier if two people meet,fuck each other's brain out and part ways but the reality in most cases is one must develop feelings for another. Guy or a chick.

    Over here, its impossible for a guy to have sex with a fulani girl(because all they want is a husband not boyfriend), so which is why most guys(that cant afford to get married or not interested) lies to them on how much they love them and all that just to get in bed with them. Im not saying they are doing the right thing in lying to them, but lately this sort of social barrier has turned relationship into some sort of game that causes pain between the two.however they are some muslimahs that seeks boyfriend for fun until their parents start to pressure them to get married, then they will break up with their boyfriend who have fall deeply in love them and leave them with a heartbroken.


    "I'm standing here like an asshole holding my Charles Dickens"

    "No theory,No ready made system,no book that has ever been written to save the world. i cleave to no system.."-Bakunin
  • Re: What makes you sad or depressed?
     Reply #65 - September 27, 2011, 08:40 AM

    I think lots of people have no problems with just being 2 ships passing in the night.

    For me I'm more like titanic.  It's never a ship that passes me by, always an iceberg or a submarine that comes out of nowhere and smashes the shit out of me with no fucking warning. 

    Now I'm just debris on the ocean, and no one is trying to put me back together again, ever again.

    [/emo wrist slicer text]

    Inhale the good shit, exhale the bullshit.
  • Re: What makes you sad or depressed?
     Reply #66 - September 27, 2011, 08:50 AM

    far away hug fuck em, you did what you feel its right and so be it.

    *not knowing i took the knife away and threw it out of the window*

    "I'm standing here like an asshole holding my Charles Dickens"

    "No theory,No ready made system,no book that has ever been written to save the world. i cleave to no system.."-Bakunin
  • Re: What makes you sad or depressed?
     Reply #67 - September 27, 2011, 05:35 PM

    Feeling like I don't relate to a lot of people in many social settings. Feels like I'm always the last to get in on the joke if I ever get in at all.

    This, so very fucking much.

    @thread: Antifeminists, and my inability to get angry.
  • Re: What makes you sad or depressed?
     Reply #68 - September 27, 2011, 06:03 PM

    School.

    Fucking hell.

    قل للمليحة في الخمار الأسود
    مـاذا فـعــلت بــناسـك مـتـعـبد

    قـد كـان شـمّر لــلـصلاة ثـيابه
    حتى خـطرت له بباب المسجد

    ردي عليـه صـلاتـه وصيـامــه
    لا تـقــتـلــيه بـحـق ديــن محمد
  • Re: What makes you sad or depressed?
     Reply #69 - September 27, 2011, 06:16 PM

    When a favourite TV series is over ...

    Really


    Blind faith is an ironic gift to return to the Creator of human intelligence

  • Re: What makes you sad or depressed?
     Reply #70 - September 27, 2011, 09:16 PM

    To be honest, my ex– used to think like that and kept trying to split us up. For her things lasted no longer than 8 months. We ended up dating for 3 years…
  • Re: What makes you sad or depressed?
     Reply #71 - September 28, 2011, 03:24 AM

    Anything that's not my current obsession tends to make me depressed. So currently that would be anything other than football.

    how fuck works without shit??


    Let's Play Chess!

    harakaat, friend, RIP
  • Re: What makes you sad or depressed?
     Reply #72 - September 28, 2011, 11:33 PM

    Lately, mirrors. Fuck.
  • Re: What makes you sad or depressed?
     Reply #73 - September 28, 2011, 11:42 PM

    Oh and when I drop my cookie. :(
  • Re: What makes you sad or depressed?
     Reply #74 - September 29, 2011, 02:07 PM

    The thought that I either have to live a lie and pretend to be a Muslim, or that I have to hurt my Mum by telling her I'm not a Muslim. Whenever my mum does something nice for me and I remember how much she cares for me, those sorts of thoughts always come to the fore.

    seeing little girls wearing the hijab

    The other day I saw a girl who couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years old wearing a niqab.

    19:46   <zizo>: hugs could pimp u into sex

    Quote from: yeezevee
    well I am neither ex-Muslim nor absolute 100% Non-Muslim.. I am fucking Zebra

  • Re: What makes you sad or depressed?
     Reply #75 - September 29, 2011, 03:24 PM

    ^ I feel you man, but sometimes when the pressure of conforming to religious thingy gets too much,i naturally rebelled against it. At times i feel like saying fuck it, let them know,whatever the consequence is, i will face it.

    "I'm standing here like an asshole holding my Charles Dickens"

    "No theory,No ready made system,no book that has ever been written to save the world. i cleave to no system.."-Bakunin
  • Re: What makes you sad or depressed?
     Reply #76 - September 29, 2011, 03:30 PM

    The thought that I either have to live a lie and pretend to be a Muslim, or that I have to hurt my Mum by telling her I'm not a Muslim. Whenever my mum does something nice for me and I remember how much she cares for me, those sorts of thoughts always come to the fore.


    There's a third option-- once you're out of those house avoid the family on Fridays and Ramadan and during prayer times. Smiley Then you don't have to pretend or tell her.

    fuck you
  • Re: What makes you sad or depressed?
     Reply #77 - September 29, 2011, 04:40 PM

    Lately, mirrors. Fuck.

    Yeah, I know that feeling. When I look in the mirror I see this:



    Perhaps I should fix my broken mirror!
  • Re: What makes you sad or depressed?
     Reply #78 - September 29, 2011, 04:55 PM

    I don't care who you are, how long I have known you, what I know of you, none of that matters.  Fact is you will only tire of me, and then you will hurt me.  Done.


    Your determinism is at odds with reason and there's no good reason to believe that any man you date, without fail or exception, will eventually tire of you and hurt you. That may have been your experience up to this point, but that is not sufficient evidence to be certain it will always be the case. Fact is people are different and so are relationships with them. It's not like you're the only person in the world that has been repeatedly hurt in such a way...many of us have gone through that more than a couple of times, however, it is just as certain that many of those people eventually find themselves in a relationship that doesn't end up like that.

    Given that there are many people who have had similar relationship experiences as you, but who eventually found one that wasn't like that, the evidence suggests that your fatalistic attitude, and your certainty in it, is unfounded. If you had BPD I might buy you on that, since people with that disorder generally have a very difficult time having lasting and functional relationships no matter who they're with and what the situation is. However you've given me no indication that you possess any inherent attributes that would lead to relationship failure regardless of person or circumstance. In other words, you may be special, but you're not THAT special. Tongue

    fuck you
  • Re: What makes you sad or depressed?
     Reply #79 - September 29, 2011, 05:14 PM

    ^ I feel you man, but sometimes when the pressure of conforming to religious thingy gets too much,i naturally rebelled against it. At times i feel like saying fuck it, let them know,whatever the consequence is, i will face it.


    +1

    The fact that they would hurt me emotionally because of my apostasy (even though I'm not sure of this -- they keep sending mixed signals), makes me care less about hurting them emotionally by telling them about it. If my parents don't care about my feelings and disown me because I'm an ex-Muslim, then I sure as hell won't care about theirs, and will tell them that I have apostatized.

    قل للمليحة في الخمار الأسود
    مـاذا فـعــلت بــناسـك مـتـعـبد

    قـد كـان شـمّر لــلـصلاة ثـيابه
    حتى خـطرت له بباب المسجد

    ردي عليـه صـلاتـه وصيـامــه
    لا تـقــتـلــيه بـحـق ديــن محمد
  • Re: What makes you sad or depressed?
     Reply #80 - September 29, 2011, 05:15 PM

    If you had BPD I might buy you on that, since people with that disorder generally have a very difficult time having lasting and functional relationships no matter who they're with and what the situation is.


    BronchoPulmonary Dysplasia?
  • Re: What makes you sad or depressed?
     Reply #81 - September 29, 2011, 05:20 PM

    Yup

    fuck you
  • Re: What makes you sad or depressed?
     Reply #82 - September 30, 2011, 03:02 AM

    Oh and when I drop my cookie. :(


    Is it the loss of a cookie, or the subsequent anal rape that makes you sad/depressed?

    how fuck works without shit??


    Let's Play Chess!

    harakaat, friend, RIP
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