Hmm SayidTheHeathen writes something that sounds like revelation from Allah.
Hi, I believe I do not believe.
When I stopped believing it shook the belief of my believing wife, whom I believed loved me.
Who in turn believed she could no longer be with me, who then decided she believed she could not be with out me.
Who then left the country with my believing kids to my disbelief.
I then believed I should follow and return to a country whose communities offer no support to those that disbelieve in their imaginary friends and deities.
Now I believe me divulging my lack of belief to my believing wife was the biggest mistake of my life, which caused me twice to end what I believed to be, a horrid life.
Now I spend my days with only myself in this life to share my findings and strife on many a cold and lonely night....
I share a bed with my believing wife....and dream..such lucid dreams, of a wife that knows my strife and shares my life, who sees the world as it IS and uses her mind...instead of wasting her time on a GOD unkind.
Beating my kids to pray 5 times a day and a obey...a book...written by a man during histories darkest days, to subjugate a people....whom I like to call sheeple...the type that still exist...and stay...in my very bed today...
A home...Now a house...now a prison...while my mind has been set free.
Apologies for the vent.I believe....I believe....I'm just spent...
let me try to rewrite that as
"Surah something " well instead of naming it as COW........DOG....CAT.............RAT let me name that as Surah _
"belief and disbelief " Surah _"belief & disbelief "
Hi,..Allah
I believe and I do not believe.
When I stopped believing it shook the belief of my believing wife,
And I believed she loved me.
but she believed she could no longer be with disbeliever,
And decided she believed she could not be with me.
Who then left the country with my believing kids to my disbelief.
I then believed I should follow her to a country
A country with full of believers and their imaginary angels and deities.
A country that offers no support to those that disbelieve in imaginary angels and deities.
Now I believe me revealing my lack of belief to my believing wife was the biggest mistake of my life,
which caused me double the pain and a horrid life.
Now I spend my days with myself in this life
and share my findings and strife to many in a cold and lonely night....
I sleep on a bed that i shared with my believing wife...
And now on that bed I dream lucid dreams,
of a wife that knows my strife and shares my life,
And who sees the world as it is
And uses her mind instead of wasting her time on a god unkind.
Beating my kids to pray 5 times a day,
obey a book written by a man during history's darkest days,
A book that tells its followers to subjugate people.
whom I like to call sheeple...
the type that still exist in 100s of millions and billions
So I laugh at all those fools., a hearty laugh indeed
And stay in my very bed today as a lonely guy
A home...Now a house...now a prison.
but my mind has been set free.
And I Have no excuses
and I don't apologize to anyone to this vent.
I believe and I believe
I'm into new beginning
yes new beginning new dawn .
..
..... by SayidTheHeathen...........
well I am very Sure any revelation could be made better than what it is started with ..,So we could also make that above revelation better than what it sounds now..
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