Haha, I find it amusing that the very first thing you did, no matter how small or insignificant to the onlooker, feels utterly libirating to you
I think the first the I would try (if I do leave) is probably the shortest shorts in my closet and a tank top that says "twerk team" lol let them think I am whore
If you are thinking about leaving why not leave? Its a process I am aware of this but I will say to you the same thing I say to Christians. If you are not interested in following the edicts and teachings of your religion, why stay? Of course I used to be a Christian, I know there is a lot of emotional stuff you have to work through but its something to think about; and I'm sure many people on this forum would say its a breath of fresh air when you get to the other side
First I gave praise to Lord Satan, then entered into the unholy covenant with Him.
Story of my life! Smoke crack hail Satan!