Do you see stupidity and gullibility?
I see my stupidity and gullibility, but as I have many times said, my fear, lack of confidence, anxiety and worries make me blind and I need this forum to help me from getting drowned into the sea of lies of Islamic scholars. So I also understand how idiotic it is that I cannot skip some random "miracle" in Russia that is not proven at all, but if I just skip it, it will haunt me in my subconcious mind and it will pop up someday. We say around here: "What is left behind will be found in front of you"
I know I sound stupid when asking similar questions time after time, but forgive me. I just try to cope, that's all. I'm not troll or complete idiot. CEMB has helped me more than anyone could have ever helped and for example, you guys/girls helped me realize how stupid the Literary miracle is and many others.
Now I'm almost free, free to a degree that I couldn't have believed about 8 months ago but there is still some things haunting, Ali Yakubov's case is one of them. So don't stop helping me when I'm just finally winning the battle.
I ask many stupid questions frequently.
I am curious, that's why I ask many questions.
I am overly curious, that's why I ask stupid questions.
I lack patience, that's why I ask frequently.
So forgive me and answer me