An Egyptian newly bored of Islam
OP - July 13, 2014, 02:53 PM
Good morning, afternoon, evening, and night, to all of you around the world,
I am an Egyptian guy who has decided that Islam isn't for him a few days ago, I decided on it in Ramadan because; according to Islam ofc, it's the month that Satan gets locked up and we are free to think for ourselves; though sadly unable to escape our fate that we had been locked into since before we were born. I was drove to this by people who kept saying that one should read the Qur'an to truly under the peaceful Islam. The murder of homosexuals and apostates, the eternal damnation in hell, the replication of the acts and rules followed by Muhammad people whom he resented and killed because they didn't believe the man who had suddenly gotten a revelation from the most sadistic god telling him. I'd always found it silly how....interesting Mohamed's actions would seem if we were to take away the god who seems to have the mentality of a 5 year old bully, the all-knowing god who seemed to conveniently send down revelations each time Mohamed seemed to be in the wrong, the religion that justifies slavery and war booty; and allows rape due to the lack of definition of a war, and thus the ease of kidnapping someone, whether by force or purchase, and simply turning them into a sex slave. And let us never forget the explanation of the embryo which not only stole from Galen, but also did an incredibly bad job at it.
How can Mohamed ever commit a crime if he sets the rules, how can Qur'an ever be wrong if it sets forth the meaning of words?
I would like to thank Saif Rahman and his videos for being truly inspiring, interesting, and convincing.
On another note, I am a Computer Science student at a private university in Egypt and I just finished my first year(prep Engineering), I don't feel I can tell my family about my realization yet, but it has become a great burden for me to tolerate Egypt and its rules and regulations. I was wondering if somebody knew if it was at all possible to get a scholarship somewhere nice abroad for a budget of around ~50k-60k EGP max per year, I'd prefer something in the UK as it was where I lived as a child before being taken back to Om El Donya so that we won't have "boyfriends" and "girlfriends", 3ashan manbozsh. Coincidentally, the UK is also where I have most of my online best friends who have been very welcoming of the idea of my moving to the UK. Sadly, I have looked for lots of things in the UK and all the universities seem to be incredibly expensive, hence why I would be okay with anywhere decent outside the Middle East. I have no clue whether I would have to repeat my first year or not, or whether universities abroad are just 4 years without a prep year, or neither.
Anyways, I know I have made this quite long, thank you for reading this, and thanks for any and all comments in advance.
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