Seems like you'd best be described as a deist then? A theistic god is characterised as having a personal interest in you, and these types of god usually have a name, a list of likes and dislikes and a character history (Allah, Zeus, Odin, Set, Krishna, etc.).
The thing about theistic gods is as they do have historic and factual claims you can show the likeliness of them existing at all. I would go so far as to say you can disprove them by checking the teachings of these gods with reality. For instance, the goddess Nuwa is said to have cut off the legs of a giant sea turtle and used them to prop up the sky. As we know full well that the sky isn't being held up by giant turtle legs, I have no reason to believe the claims. The more I see of the teachings of Nuwa, the more good reasons I have to doubt the existence of this goddess.
While this is simple enough for theistic gods it's currently impossible to do for destic gods. They have no names, they have no sacred texts, they have no character histories that we can check the truth of.
If you're happy to share your experiences of a higher power I'd be happy to read them.

Not really deist. i do not believe in god or gods like Zeus or anything like that. i was trying to explain something else.
a force that lives among us but we can't see it. Let me share this with you

once when i was on holiday in one of the Canary Islands
i came across something i couldn't explain...
Walking along an empty street me and my friend on our way to the town
For a night out we witnessed something we couldn't understand.
It was what i would describe as two flames floating few centimetres
From the ground. We stood
Couple of meters away and kept looking at them trying to figure out
What in the name of jebus is this lol
Then suddenly they started turning around each other in merry go around circle. as we kept watching the two flames moved away from each other then return with a bit of speed until they bumped with each other leaving a trail of flying embers like firework . My friend actually panicked and left then I followed him.