In Narnia
OP - August 06, 2015, 02:37 PM
Well, it's been just over three years now since it finally hit me that the whole thing is just a concoction of a man with apparent psychological issues. It was a long journey to arrive at that day, but an eventful one.
I was born to Pakistani parents. They were relatively moderate, but like all Pakistanis quite emotional in their belief."Jews are evil, America is the shaytan, and the kuffar are dirty," type thing. We had separate plates for white neighbours who would come to visit. Nobody in the house would eat from those bowls as they were considered dirty. This became very emotionally entrenched. "Them and us is" a big part of the Islamic hate narrative.
Being married with kids, life is strange and frustrating. The gradual change is noticeable amongst my family but the consequences of coming out of the closet entirely is not an option for me.
I haven't told anyone yet about my murtadd status so thought I'd share it here with fellow infidels.