Hi yeezee!
haahah its actually my reddit username, I do alot of shitposting there....ah.

But now I'd like to put this alll behind me....
Wow that was beautiful

. I prefer the more melodius, cheerful, upbeat versions though that I listen to

. Please do tell me if you know any more beautiful buddhist chants.
1). lot of OCD
2). faith crisis
3). Islam
4). Quran verses.
so let us work in that order I mean "OCD to Quran" not from "Quran to OCD"
I'd appreciate all the help I can get.....I need it. These past months have been so hard, so horrible. I feel like my brain has gone through excruciating pain. :(
But its ok.....its a journey. I have just grown from religous to spiritual......yes its been a tough journey, but .... sometimes I feel like I'm too hard on myself. I tried my best. I really have. I have humbled myself, and accepted that the universe doesn't owe me answers. I rest in peace that all that worries is me unknowable, and out of my reach. I can merely life my life....kind and happy.....never letting anything get to me...
Oops sorry got off track there. Yes I'd any help I cna get. Particularly with the contradictions but if there was any other help you could give me I'd appreciate that too
